17.6.05
decided to blog in order not to let my sis down...she created this new skin for me, and i thought i shouldnt let it go to a waste..
been tuitioning like crap the past few weeks...it's called holiday INTENSIVE lessons afterall. im pretty thankful for having tuition though, at least it gets my rusty engine started... self-motivation's becoming extinct in me! it used to be one of the very few things i could be proud of myself. haha. oh wells. missed a few lessons as a result of the bangkok trip. heart-pain for my dad's money. =/ oh! and the other thing...fate brought my wonderful carnivore and i back together at tuition! was so surprised to see her...haha. and so happy. :D i miss her so much that i sometimes find myself gazing at her in class...haha..omigod. dont worry woman, i have no lesbian tendencies towards you...haha...and i never will! i just miss you too much okay...and i wanted to imprint the image of your face into my head so that i wont forget what u look like after tuition ends. ;)
and to the person who's been consistently coming to my place, i finally realised your importance that day. hahaha. i mean..i'd always thought that you were important...but didnt know how much exactly. teehee. really...not everybody can make me lose sleep or wake up in the middle of the night to check my phone for yr msg okay...hehe. oh wells. glad things are okay though! -hugs- next time dun scare me like this la...im just a frail and brittle girl. haha..im falling sick cos of too many such scares in my life. :p
it's just friendship jealousy.
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